I talked to Britta and she has this sheet of problems and things that could be effecting the energy in the body. What we talked about for me was "willing to be what I want to be" This is interesting as I have been really worried about the future and being what I want to be. I would really like to be a Veterinarian. however the road to get that far will be very demanding for my family as well as myself. More so for my family as the requirements put on me while in Vet school will be very large. I am worried how everything will work out in the end. This is something that we will have to work out. The other option is staying in the military either the Air Force or the Coast Guard. I do not really want to do it but it is the safe route. So really what we discovered is that I have to have the courage and faith to be what I want to be even though it may be the harder route. Less secure and less stable in the interim. But we shall see what happens. Whatever happens I have to be willing to be what I really want to be. That means make the sacrifices to make it happen.
By the way this took three days to write.
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personally, I think the only thing easy about staying in the military is that they go out of their way to make it easy to sign that contract for another so many years... and then it's back to the grind with deployments and dealing with stupid people. only thing hard about getting out is looking for that job. It's all mental. Jobs are still out there (even the temporary ones to last you out while you go to school) it's a matter of what you're willing to do. I'm saying this to myself also. The silliness of it is that there are a lot of jobs we aren't willing to do because of the social stigma. Which is why immigrants take those jobs and make quite a lot of money.
This makes me think.
I think the three days writing this might mean you've been enjoying your free time with Mrs. Connor :) :) :)
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