Recovery

Yesterday after I wrote that blog. Britta told me to take a nice long bath and relax. Well I got in the bath tub and started to relax and realized I was Falling asleep. Then I thought well this IS relaxing but then i thought if I fall asleep I could slip right under the water. Hmmmm that did not sound good. So I in a kinda groggy state got up and went over to my bed and fell right on top of the covers and everything, and passed out for five hours. When I woke up Britta was calling me I thought I had just fallen asleep. So I woke up and realized man i was asleep for 5 hours. Wow I was tired.
Today I went to church and spoke in sacrament meeting I tried to tell some stories but they did not seem to work to well. I think it was cause I was feeling rushed. I was told I was the closing speaker but I was the middle one instead so I got cut from 20 min to 10. And my friggin feet hurt.
But i mostly think it was cause I was feeling rushed. I wore crocks to church today and it was great should do it more often. Crocks are very comfortable.
I sure do love my family.
I get to have Britta and Taiten and Kaia come down in less then a month. great of greatness.
I am so looking forward to that. It has become the motivation for my day to day dealing with the idiots that are here.
I sure do love them and miss them so very much.
peace